It feels like all burden was on me as the time passes by
And little did I know I was ashamed on myself
Cause no one seems to care when you needed them most,
I thought I was their friend, almost.
Tho I tried to reach out, still they never noticed cause they didn't care.
I was afraid I'm failing but still I'm smiling, and that time I feel so rejected still they didn't noticed.
For I did not show any signs or tell them why
It feels so heavy, I wonder why.
and if I let this rant out in the middle of the conversation they will be misjudging me
For I know what are their true personalities is.
They will start gossiping about you and your behavior for the past months
and try to figure out how will you react on their response.
I never thought these are my so called friends for I am true to them.
I hope this misunderstanding don't be for too long
cause I'll be miserable until its gone..
